I am keeping my head up despite my disappointment in myself; I have a sneaky suspicion that my training was mostly for pride anyways. While I know Christ carried me through the seemingly impossible parts, I think in the end I wanted all of the credit for my ability to accomplish such a large task. Maybe when my pride is overcome, half marathon training will be more successful!
For now, I am resting in His love and praying for a heart to serve in the career I have chosen. I have so many updates regarding that, but for now I will leave it at this so I can get some sleep before clinicals tomorrow! Another update to come soon.